this is literally what I do though
this is literally what I do though
i wanna amaze you
i want to faze
pure of heart i want done no harm, save you
grace you and help raise to the space at which
you came to be
life is your destiny
let it be how it be
maybe even dad issues
so the lady in front of me instead works the misused
with reissued love and grace
whom was ever open in the first place
i see how the cats run
see how the dogs chase
you gotta start somewhere
i did what i could
and do what i can
i notice the nut shell that i don’t wish to crack
like waiting for gates’ heaven
you see the pure hearted it took past eleven
months and years
and now i’m disappeared.
assess the situation
let em’ feel at ease
avoid the confrontation with the grace
of all the sea
you been through hell
you been through dis-ease
now i’m here to let you know to let it flow
and let it go
bow my head down
and have you see no cut it
here we are rising from the gut and
combating with the toughness
that roughness that omagosh i don’t trust this …
but love this.
here we are the one republic
ask me to slow down
and i will teach you
someone has to teach
and we meets eyes and have the nerve
tell me how to feel
maybe i swerve the word
drink vodka in the night and from the basement i emerge
to the day
i notice a very jealous way
how do i make you feel
what is the weight to yield
i give love and trust to the humbleness of it all
there’s still the family dynamic
though thoughts inside would like to try and wreak
such a maverick
shelter from the storm
i’m wondrous of the form
and how you are born
to lend me a hand
do i slow down and get ‘round
the best way that i can
what are your goals
and how is your patience
what part of where you are requires
the most haste and …the most face to save
you and your grace
you and your archetype
but we all have our demons and our flaws,
conveying my feelings
is all of yalls wanted
not trying to take a situation and make
place a spotlight on it but
your feelings to do your thing
need not justified by me
and so i think to myself exactly what you think
has nothing to do with me, , ,
i’m not sure. ‘tis how it goes
'tis what you know
'tis the big show
survive thrive and grow
i’m wondering the generations
i’m wondering the motivations of us all. the male and female history
and to say that you’re a victim is simply playing position
what you say hurts
and i know you want to hurt me
i’m proud of you though
is that all you need.
you love me, is that all that was freed.
did i pick you up and set you down
turn a frown upside down and rebound
and what do you see in him
how do i see within
are you lingering with him in the same place
because of the case
how do i face whatever it is i’m racing towards.
and i see that shit
and i think legit
and i don’t compare and still i am here.
been broken down
the tower’s been cracked.
Kelly Rowland texting Nelly via Microsoft Excel and then getting annoyed when he doesn’t text back.
birds flying high , you know how i FEEL
there’s no nothing to rave about or say about i made a maze without direction
there’s no room to speak about or dream about or scream about i mean what’s evened out?
you did that and they did this and we went here but you went near to the fire and the liar and i’m hired to admired by the sire that’s no buyer of this bullshit called life
but don’t get it twisted it’s just the story that you tell
it’s just the baggage that you held to keep you ground felt
but don’t worry much bout the floating up away because sooner or later you gotta face the death of everyday
it’s not okay
so rage and rave
stir up the nest
buzz all the bees
bring back the speed
and need none of that sheet that they feed
much like the rest and never the less the rest
time it don’t pass it confesses all of its stress
all of its blessed
i think i smell like tumeric curcumin
saw you. woo.
Tried to read you.
You “yawned” and acted like you were tired
so… (and didn’t recognize me)
i sat down and trembled as
a flood of vulnerability will have you do.
as if… i just heard that mom died.
what to do.
nowhere to go and nothing to do but sit
and wait and be forgotten.
what to do?
as i came from the train.
you played it cooler, right?
me i sat down and trembled to turn the page
on a book i whipped out
and you turned your back and entered the
train doors as soon as the next train arrived.
and me i went down to the next newly arrived doors.
yea it was whatever.
too tired now at work.
i just heard someone call all men cowards.
okay, i can’t fight this battle.
my ego is asleep.
my body is sand bagged.
my breath is ….
now to continue to wonder
or just live.
how i do.
sometimes you run into people
and the unexpected encounter makes
you feel a certain way.
and there’s nothing you can do about it.
gettin up in that hip hop cuz all my shit flop love doin hopscotch to pass the tick tock with that bitch i love verbal acrobatics until my wind locks
rockin’ with the dope beat
in my head
left for dead
ain’t so bad
every day i wed
to the grave a bed
be born again
just sayin my friend
everyday we end
then raise again
onto another phase
not to know
no change unless
you was made to rest, i ain’t leavin’
each day is blessed so i raise the best
and give meanin’
execute every day
decapitate my closest deamons, for no reason
let the reigns go and lose control
ima reign long like the perfect storm that’s a play on words
but you ready knew
i ain’t ashamed to grow
or give up everything i use to know
or i was sold
i keep the flow and move forward toward
to pull the best in me
to learn my leasons season by season
no matter the teachin’ i’m here so i’m leachin’
until i’m deceased and even then i’ma move on
life after death like a biggie album
i’m hyped enough to say fuck the challenge
beat the greed
heed the need and free my being.